starting the counting over, and starting the countdown.

love, love, love.
instead of filling my pockets with rocks, i'm tying an anchor around my neck.
do you remember this time last year?
i do.
i could say that it was because i realized that "all my friend were moving on" but that was more of i pushed a majority of my friends away, and the other 5 people that i hung out with were graduating. but i think that it was more of me hating myself. i had pushed out the most important person in my life. you. and i'm afraid that i'll do it again. but ironically i'm not telling you all the shit that's going on in my head. and all i've been saying is i'm sorry.
and all my words have become pointless. except, i love you.
i'm sorry.