let's get one thing straight. okay?
sure we could be "fuck buddies" but that'a all we could ever have. but that would be shit.
i would be miserable.

alright, now that's why i'm happy we aren't having sex yet. because we have so much more
than that. and we will always. there is tension between us. i wanted a relationship that would
last. i mean is that not what you wanted? or..?
i'm sorry that it happened that way it did. so up until August, we'll have to work on that....building i mean.